April 2009
So I've been thinking: (About friends)
And I’ve reached a conclusion on what’s been bothering me, but couldn’t figure out. I’m alone. So, completely alone. I could be in the biggest room full of understanding people, but I’d still be alone.
And the one time I feel accepted with an old best friend, a brotherly figure, and new best friend, I now feel as though they’ll be taken away from me from the...
BriBree.
ashhhhole:
Dyke spike, and that’s wasssssup!
I love Bri so much, and as for Chanel: keep yourself out of everyone Else’s business. Bri and Alex have nothing to do with you, who gives a shit if shes your best friend? It’s strictly between her and Alex, as she said. Sucking dick and cutting yourself is part of life. Most people do it at least once in their lifetime, so get over it. It doesn’t...
I luv my mom.
In the past week, my mother has bought/given me a new hair dryer, 10 bucks, a i-tunes card, a bunch of stuff from Pink, 12 fortune cookies, expensive popsicles, Diet D. Pep and a new Wii Fit game. I think thats the most she’s ever bought me in a months. Coo-walllll(:
It's not that I miss my ex boyfriend:
But I miss having someone to cuddle with, and hold hands with, and a person to hug for 10 minutes straight. Just a fun person to be around. It’s not that I’m tired of being single. Relationships can wait. Its not like I’m asking for a boyfriend, just someone to hold me once in a while. It doesn’t even have to mean anything, really. I’m not desperate, either.
Maybe...
To: The Karate Kid:
Hi Alexis. Your really cool. I know our last day of catechism is coming up in a matter of two days. And I’m extremely happy about it. But quite honestly, the thing I’ll miss the most is the weird and awkward conversations I have with you. I think it’s best we keep in touch, possibly even hangout sometime. Even though its awkward to hangout with people outside of class, I’m...
One thing I don't normally like to think about is:...
Religion. I’m making my confirmation as a Catholic/Christian this week. And I’ve been questioning it for quite some time now. But the most common thing I ask myself is why. Why am I doing something I know I don’t believe in? And I’ve come up with very few answers.
I’m scared I’ll lose the respect of my family.
I’m scared I’ll regret making it.
...
So now:
Everyones staying the night at Dan’s. I guess that’s good. At least he’s out of the storm.
But now my mom and dad are going to be home around 9ish, and I’ll be alone.
I feel really, like, uncared for. I guess I know Kenny and Dan care about me, but I’m just feeling really weird about stuff right now.
Like, just really, really fucking weird.
So I’m going to go...
I guess you could say I'm not exactly happy:
But I’m not pissed. I’m just worried, and scared. For my bestfriend. And I feel horrible about it.
Kenny was grounded for whatever reason, and he had DanCox, Chr1s, Nicole, Heather, and Hanna Schroeter over, and his Dad came home.
Kenny’s going to be grounded for a really long time because of it, and Dan, Chr1s, Nicole, Heather and Hanna have to find another place to...
So my two bestfriends actually sat through:
An hour an a half of random singing, preaching, and dancing about a religion that I’m sure neither of them completely agree with. That I don’t completely agree with. I Honestly don’t think they understand how much I appreciate them for actually coming to my confirmation, and being such good spirits with my Mom, Dad and sister, who they sat with. That was seriously so amazing of...
Going to hangout with my brother for a while:
Were going to walk around and talk and stuff! Kenny is seriously my brother, and my bestfriend. Well one of my bestfriends. DanCox is pretty cool too <3!
Hopefully I’ll be hanging out with the two of them Saturday, since my other friends bail on me :D
I <3 Kenny and DanCox :D
MEOW.
So, Kenny’s over. Hawt, right? UGHUGHUGH.
I don't need your help anymore.
Or anyone’s, for that matter. Stop trying to make me better. Because I’m the only one who can make myself happy. I’m sick of everyone babying me. And I’m sick of being treated like I never have a clue what I’m talking about. Honestly, I’m just sick of the pity. So my boyfriend breaks up with me, Not a big deal. I’m so over it, its funny. I thought...
Don't you miss it?
Don’t you miss being 5?
Being happy without needing a cause to be? Full of life? Energy? Knowing for a fact Santa Claus was real? Knowing you were brought to this Earth on your parents doorstep in a bundle by a overgrown seagull we refer to as a stork? What about jumping on the reflections on the floor of the lights when your mom took you to the store? Or riding in the cart and begging her...
Spring breaks conclusion:
Yesterday was the very last day of spring break. And to say the least, it was actually good. Probably the best I’ve had since I was in 4th grade, when playing house was enough to keep me entertained to two weeks. But this spring break, I hung out with the same 2 people every single day, and I was completely content with it. Why? Because neither of them could be boring if they tried.
At...
BriBree →
It’s just a link to my myspace page (:
