Lets start off simple.
-The dark. I guess I’ve always been kindof scared of it. Yes- this means I do sleep with a night light.
-The ocean. Any ocean. I’m scared of swimming in it. Not because of sharks. Or any sea creature. Not pollution. Nothing to do with the contents of the ocean. It’s just that when the tide comes in and rolls back out, it pulls you. And I’m scared to get sucked in. That’s all.
-Open spaces. I just don’t feel all that secure. Like something could come out at any given time, and scare the crap out of me. I am by no means claustraphobic, so I’d have no problem just sitting in a tiny closet. At least I’m secure. :P
-Being touched unintentionally. I just hate it. It’s uncomfortable. Unless it’s Alex or Kenny, I don’t like to be touched unless I know it’s coming. My mom can’t even touch feet with me without me getting goosebumps or angry. Its not the person themself touching me, it’s just, I don’t even know. This one is to hard to explain. It just sucks. xD
-Ghosts. I always just have a feeling that they’re there. And it’s scary. I wish that they were friendly, but the ones I think I know are there aren’t! Haha. I swear I’m not crazy.
-Failure. I feel like if I don’t complete a goal -and I fail- I feel like it’ll effect me in the long run and make life twenty times harder for me. I feel like I’ll disappoint the many people with high expectations of me, and even people with lower ones. If I fail, I fail myself, and everyone else.
-Losing my mind.
-Losing the people close to me.
-Incurable diseases. Go ahead. Get me sick. But you better be able to fix it. xD
-Losing the closest person to me. (Boyf. Whatevs.)
Something I’m actually not afraid of: death
So if you want to pretty much kill me, all you gotta do is:
Lock me in a large, dark space with an ocean. Touch me on “accident”. Tell me you see a ghost while giving me an algebra test, and stab me in the eyes and ears. That should be enough to make me lose my mind. Then give me AIDS. Then kill Kenny. Then you might as well just kill me, too. xD
No. Not a real one. Figuratively speaking, of course.
Tomorrow is my canvas. Everything I say, everything I do, and every thought I think are all elements.
They make different patterns. And they make beautiful shapes. They blend and mix and dry and fade.
My work can never be completed, only added to.
I think it’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
A is for age: 13
B is for booze of choice: Nothing.
C is for career: Being a teenager. Making the most out of my life.
D is for your last dentist appointment: Today!
E is for essential items you use everyday: Toothbrush, computer, brush.
F is for favorite song at the moment: Cooking Wine - Alkaline Trio
G is for favorite games: Mind games. Truth or Dare. Would you rather.
H is for hometown: The D.
I is for instruments you play: Vocal chord.
J is for Jam flavor on your PBJ: Grapeee.
K is for kids you last saw: My sister. DanCox.
L is for last kiss: Kenny, yesterday.
M is for fondest memory: There are too many.
N is for name of your crush: Kenny.
O is for overnight hospital stays: 1.
P is for phobias: YOMAMAPHOBIA.
Q is for favorite Quote: Can’t think of one.
R is for biggest regrets: I got none.
S is for status: In a realationship. Happy. Hungry.
T is for time you wake up: It varies.
U is for underwear type: Whatever’s clean.
V is for vegetable you love: Potato.
W is for worst habit: People-pleaseing
X is for x-rays you’ve had: A lot.
Y is for yummy food you make: Whatever.
Z is for last Zoo visited: Detroit Zoooooo.
“At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don’t keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That’s how we’re made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them.”—Grey’s Anatomy.
“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn’t. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn’t be. And what it wouldn’t be, it would. You see?”—Alice in Wonderland. That’s scary.